Spiders T_T

I can't sleep. I'm too scared. A few days ago, I saw a spider in my room, but it was too high so I couldn't reach it, and I thought, I'll just let it live. But just now, I wanted to read a book on my bed, and when I lay down and grabbed my book, it almost crawled on my hands. So I kind of threw the book on my bed, but the spider is gone now, and I can't find it anywhere. So it must be SOMEWHERE on my bed T_T

I haven't posted anything the last days. My life has been a bit meh. I'll make a post about my nails tomorrow, I have changed them a lot recently, and I've got acrylic nails now (done them myself! I'm so proud :3)

I'm so tired... I really want to sleep. I think I'll just try, wish me luck :S